Lately there's been a reoccurring topic that seems to be coming up in my daily life. The funny part is that most of it seems pretty random to me. It comes up while talking to my colleagues at school, while listening to the pastor at church, while reading an article on the upcoming World Baseball Classic in March, and while thinking about the future. The topic that keeps coming up to me?
Loyalty.
To me, it seems human nature to trust people who you know to be loyal. As soon as someone goes back on their word, doesn't show trust in you, or acts in such a way that makes you question their integrity, they lose a little bit of your trust in them. Because I think in terms of baseball for many of life's great mysteries (kidding, but seriously now), the names of Edgar Martinez (18 years), Tony Gwynn (20 years), Cal Ripken, Jr. (21 years), and Ted Williams (19 years) come to mind as players who dedicated their lives to one team, one city, and one lasting legacy as a player who dedicates their career to bringing home the championship to their team. To me, that's a definition of loyalty, sticking with a team through thick and thin (Ripken's Orioles struggled through a 0-21 start to the '88 season), peace and war (Williams left baseball twice to join the army).
That's loyalty...
On the other hand I think of a couple of modern players. Manny Ramirez being...well, Manny. Showing up to Spring Training when he deems it convenient and hustling only....um....when high-fiving a fan in the seats. More recently, I think of Alex Rodriguez who announced that he would participate for the Dominican Republic team during the upcoming World Baseball Classic. I'm not doubting that Felipe Alou is going to turn down a talented hitter like A-Rod, but manning the hot corner during the '06 Classic was Adrian Beltre, the only Dominican named to the all-WBC team after leading the team with 4 HR's and 9 RBI. He is expected to be back on the team again this time, along with left-side infielders Hanley Ramirez and Jose Reyes. Two years ago, Rodriguez competed for the United States team which failed to make the semifinals. Rodriguez "led" the U.S. team with 0 HR's, 3 RBI, and 7 K's. This time, Rodriguez plans on planting himself in a lineup surrounded by speedseters Carlos Gomez, Hanley Ramirez, and Jose Reyes, and sluggers Albert Pujols, Manny Ramirez, and David Ortiz.
I just find it astonishing that A-Rod considers himself Dominican after living there for 3 years of his life (ages 5-8).
This morning in church the pastor was talking about how Jesus picked his disciples and they followed him immediately. As he was talking, a question ran through my head. "Did the disciples think that they were going to get something out of joining Jesus' crew?" If I place myself in their position, I thought of the following:
- They (Jews) were looking for a savior from the Romans
- The disciples had seen and heard of the amazing things Jesus had done
- On a number of occasions, Jesus asked them questions such as "Do you love me?" and "Who do you say I am?", which leads me to think that they might have thought he was testing them in some way.
- Finally, I recalled the mother who asked Jesus for one of her sons to sit on his right and one on his left when he took his place as ruler.
So again, I ask the question...were the disciples really that loyal, or were they more like A-Rod, hoping to jump on board with the winning team?
Now I don't want to go and criticize these men, or begin to think that I know what was running through the minds of Middle-Eastern taxcollectors and fishermen. I don't know if they first wanted to become rich and famous and then later realized what this Jesus guy was all about. What I do know is that they continued to follow Him, and after his death, they lived to spread His teachings to the known world, and died attempting to do so. I do know that because of them, because of their LOYALTY to keeping the last instruction He gave them. I know I can have hope, that my faith means something, and that my live has a purpose.
Am I loyal to all people all the time? No
Do I know that I will let people down sometime? Yes
Does that stop me from living my life as an imitation of the life of Christ? No
So long everybody...